FORGIVENESS, JUST LET IT GO.......

THIS IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT FROM OTHER ENTRIES, BUT SOMETHING THAT I FEEL WE CAN ALL APPLY TO OUR LIVES. FORGIVENESS, THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I AM STILL TRYING TO MASTER BECAUSE ITS SOMETHING THAT TAKES TRUE TIME TO UNDERSTAND AND TO TRULY MEAN. WE ALL AT TIMES HOLD GRUDGES THAT ARE SOMETIMES WITH US FOR YEARS. THIS CAN BE TOWARD AND OLD FRIEND, FAMILY MEMBER, AN EX THAT BETRAYED YOU ETC. WE HOLD THESE THINGS AND WE NEVER DEAL WITH THEM WE JUST HARBOR THEM AND NEVER RESOLVE THEM. WHAT I HAVE LEARNED IN THE PAST IS THAT THE FUEL OF ENERGY THAT WE PUT INTO THESE IS WASTED. WHILE WE HOLD ON TO THIS NEGATIVITY AND THIS ANGER NINE TIMES OUT OF TEN THE PROJECTED INDIVIDUAL WE HARBOR THIS ON COULD CARE LESS OR IS JUST IN MUCH PAIN AS WE ARE ABOUT WHATEVER THE GRUDGE IS BASED. FOR A LONG TIME IF I FELT THAT A PERSON SLIGHTED ME I WOULD MAKE IT MY PERSONAL GOAL TO NEVER FORGIVE , TO HOLD ON TO THE VENDETTA. IT TOOK ME YEARS TO REALIZE THAT I WAS HURTING MYSELF. HOLDING ON TO THESE THINGS IS HOLDING ON TO NEGATIVE ENERGY WHICH STUNTS YOUR CHARACTER GROWTH. WE ALL HAVE DONE THINGS IN LIFE THAT WAS WRONG TO ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL. BUT HOW CAN WE LEARN FROM THEM WHEN WE CANT COMPLETE THE ACT OF FORGIVENESS. I FEEL THAT GAY PEOPLE AS A WHOLE HAS MORE ISSUES TO DEAL WITH THEN MOST PEOPLE. MANY OF US WHEN WE CAME OUT ARE NOT ACCEPTED BY OUR FAMILIES AND WE ARE SHUNNED AND OUT CASTED. WE HAVE HAD MOTHERS AND FATHERS DISOWN US AND WE END UP HATING THEM AND OTHERS. DO YOUR BEST TO UNDERSTAND THAT PEOPLE FEAR WHAT THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND SO THEY RATHER OUTCAST US THEN DEAL WITH US. WE MAY OF BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE THAT CHEATED ON US OR BETRAYED US AND EVEN THOUGH YOU BOTH ARE NOT TOGETHER YOU KEEP THAT RESENTMENT AND CARRY IT TO OTHER RELATIONSHIPS. YOU MAKE OTHER PEOPLE SUFFER FOR OTHERS MISGIVINGS. WHEN YOU HOLD THESE THINGS TO PEOPLE WHO DO NOT DESERVE IT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIP. GRUDGES ARE A WEIGHT ON YOUR SOUL THAT IS SO HEAVY THAT IT WILL SUFFOCATE ALL YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVORS WITH PEOPLE. SO AS EASY IT MAY SOUND BUT HARD TO DO...... LET IT GO ALL OF IT!!! START FRESH!!! DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THAT?

SPOTLIGHT ON NIAMBI PRODIGY

NIAMBI PRODIGY

YEARS ACTIVE- 1992-PRESENT

HOUSE AFFILIATION- EBONY, VITTADINI, PRODIGY

KNOWN FOR- LEGENDARY FQ PERFORMANCE

CATEGORIES- RUNWAY, FQ VOGUE BUTCH, JUNIOR SEX SIREN, FACE

RIVALRIES- DEE DEE REVLON, YOLANDA JOURDAN

HIGHLIGHTS- MARIAH REVLON 1996 BALL SLAYING SINIA WIHT THE MAKAELLAS.
                        THE PHILLY AWARDS BALLS BATTLES WITH YOLANDA ETC.
                         2003 CATFIGHT WITH KRISTINA AT ESCUELITAS

HISTORY- IF NIAMBI'S PERFORMANCE WAS COMPARED TO A CAT SHE HAS THE ABILITIES OF A CHEETAH. THE SWIFTNESS, AGILITY AND THE PRECISION. NIAMBI HAS BEEN KNOWN AS A VOGUING BITCH!!!! SHE WAS THE GIRL FROM PHILLY THAT WOULD VOGUE IN THE NILE AND IN THE SKYLINE THAT COULD VOGUE TO ANYTHING. IF YOU PUT ON SESAME STREET SHE COULD VOGUE TO IT. THAT WAS HER NICHE VOGUING TO THE UNKNOWN OR ANY KNOWN BEAT. HER HANDS WERE DEADLY WEAPONS THAT COULD CATCH ANY BEATS. WHAT MADE NIAMBI'S PERFORMANCE SO DEADLY WAS THE PRECISION THAT CAME ALONG WITH IT. AS NIAMBI MATURED IN THE SCENE SO DID HER PERFORMANCE WHERE THE PRECISION WAS ALREADY TRADEMARKED THE SWIFTNESS AND SPEED DEVELOPED. NIAMBI BY 1996 WAS THE CHEETARAH OF THE FQ PERFORMANCE. AS THE GENERAL CONSENSUS KNOWS THAT ASHLEY INVENTED THE "MAKAELLA" THE DIP THAT WAS A DROP. NIAMBI WAS THE ONE THAT PERFECTED THE MAKAELLA. NIAMBI COULD DROP WITH SO MUCH SPEED AND BE BACK UP SO QUICK AND GO INTO ANOTHER DIP. 1996 MARIAH REVLON'S BALL WAS WHEN NIAMBI SHINED THROUGH SHE AND SINIA WAS HAVING A CATFIGHT AND AT THE THE BEGINNING NIAMBI STARTED THE BATTLE WITH A DEADLY DROP. SINIA WAS DOING FLOOR PERFORMANCE TRYING TO LOCK HER BUT NIAMBI WAS HAVING NONE OF THAT SHE JUMPED BACK INTO A DIP FROM THE FRONT OF THE RUNWAY TO THE BACK AND THE CROWD WENT CRAZY AND SHE SLAYED SINIA. FROM THEN NIAMBI GOT KNOWN FOR HER DIPS SHE BECAME THE MISTRESS OF THE MAKAELLA AND PERFECTED VARIOUS DIPS. ANOTHER CHARACTERISTIC THAT NIAMBI PERFECTED IN HER PERFORMANCE IS THAT SHE WOULD EMBODY A CAT WHEN SHE BATTLED SOMEONE! EVERYONE SHE BATTLED SHE WOULD CATFIGHT WITH THEM. CLAW AT THEM, AND HISS AT THEM! SOME OF THE MOST EPIC BATTLES SHE HAD WAS WITH YOLANDA JOURDAN FROM THE FIRST TIME THEY STEPPED ON THE RUNWAY WITH EACH OTHER THEIR RIVALRY IN THE 90'S WAS ETCHED IN STONE. WHEN THEY GOT ON THE RUNWAY THE CROWD WILL ALWAYS STORM THE RUNWAY RESULTING THEM TO BATTLE AT LEAST 3 TIMES. THE INTENSITY OF THEIR BATTLES WOULD ALWAYS RESULT THEM TO READ EACH OTHER AND TO BE IN EACH OTHER'S FACES. WHAT MADE IT EVEN MORE INTENSE IS THAT YOLANDA WOULD WIN EACH TIME. THE FIRST TIME NIAMBI GOT HER WAS AT OCTAVIA'S BALL IN 1999. NIAMBI BROUGHT IT LIKE A BANJI CUNT BARBIE. BY THE ROLL OF THE NEW MILLENNIUM NIAMBI WAS DEEMED LEGEND AND WOULD VOGUE SPORADICALLY BUT WHEN SHE DID WALK SHE WOULD WIN. IN 2003 AT ON OF JACKS MINI BALLS AT ESCUELITA SHE FINALLY CAME FACE TO FACE WITH THE LEGENDARY KRISTINA TSUNAMI THE ONLY LEGEND THAT SHE HAD NOT BEATEN BY THAT TIME AS SHE IN THE PAST HAD ALREADY GOT ASHLEY, SINIA, ALYSSA, DEE DEE, ETC. WHEN THEY WAS CALLED OUT FOR LSS THEIR WAS SOME TYPE OF SPARK THAT SET KRISTINA OFF ABOUT NIAMBI AND KRISTINA PULLED HER HAIR AND THEY BOTH STARTED BATTLING. BY THE TIME THEY FINALLY GOT TO BATTLE THAT NIGHT THE INTENSITY WAS ALREADY HEIGHTENED BY THE TIME THEY BOTH MET ON THE FLOOR. THEY BOTH WENT IN ON EACH OTHER BUT KRISTINA PUT HER HANDS ON NIAMBI RESULTING IN NIAMBI WINNING THAT BATTLE. NIAMBI AND YOLANDA MET AGAIN AT THE 2007 POCC BALL WHERE NIAMBI HAD WON THAT FEW MONTHS AFTER THAT WHEN THEY PARTICIPATED TOGETHER ON A LEGENDARY PERFORMANCE TEAM ORCHESTRATED BY LIL KEVIN PRODIGY. NIAMBI RECENTLY APPEARED AT THE PRESTIGE 20TH ANNIVERSARY BALL LAST NOVEMBER. NIAMBI HAS WON VARIOUS OTY IN THE LATE NINETIES FOR FQ PERFORMANCE ALSO.